(((BMW sis))) There will be a PM for you, but know this. None of us here think that you are a stupid, worthless soul. None of us. Nobody deserves to be treated that way. Your husband is the culprit here, not you. I know it hurts that he is the one doing it, but it still is an ugly and abusive behavior. C-pap or not, his mind is definitely not in the right place.

And I'm so proud of you.