The stress I've been under is really getting to me. I'm having symtoms that are strange to describe. Kind of worked up mania, paranoria, and depressed upon waking up from a night's sleep. I was like this last week also and ended up increasing my loxatane and then felt better in a few days. Last night I took a muscle relaxer it knocked me out before I could take my pysch meds. Getting to the pdoc is a problem and since I just got him I doubt he'll talk by phone to me. I know the routine though like I did last week with the increase. I just can't take all this stress I'm under. I'm fighting with my landlord and Voc. Rehab, broke up with the guy I was seeing, and a couple of friends have dropped out of my life. I had a good neighbor who use to come over every night and we had a good time and now he's not living here anymore. My pain sometimes keeps me from doing things. I'm sure the pain is worse due to the stress. There are things I can not say where I live and I need to say them to someone. I worry what is going to become of me.

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