i just read all the posts here and somehow i feel very very embarrased. i dont want anyone of my family here to think i am a bad person or anything. today i am just dropping off the rest of my applications then coming back home and getting some sleep Nikki is forcing me to make sure i get some sleep and my body is too

my stomach is just a big knot i havent eatten much at all and now I think I am getting a cold or an allergy. and all that has my t.n, a.d. pain dancing on my face and head. So sleep will be nice probly take a benadryl allergy tablet too and a warm cuppa tea with toast.
i dont want anyone thinking i am a bad or dumb person or that i dont care . I replyed to some of the messages i got but not all of them cus i am just so tired and stressed and not feeling well right now. i am go9ing to try and hit some of the threads in here before i am off but i will be back later. all the strength and kindness and love i have gotten from all of you is wraped and curled around my heart and soul. thankyou for caring and being so supportive. I LOVE YOU .



yes yes alffe mom hanging tough best as i can.

PEACE
BMW