I wonder if I can just say each and every one of you are in my thoughts with
each challenge you are facing. I wonder if I can be forgiven for not having
the energy to list names.... I hope by now, you know I love you

I wonder that I should be in bed, and will take my own advice ((BMW)) and
go to bed as soon as I post this.....

I wonder if I can NOT bring the group down.... by sharing with you.
((BMW)) ((Koala)) I am not signaling you out, I just know your plates
are over full right now... I also know what loving caring hearts you have..
so I must admit I have been reluctant all day to share... but, decided...
this IS what friends do, and I would most definitely want to know if it
was you……….

I haven't said anything, as I am a the cup is half full kind of person.
But, I have been having some difficulties the past couple of months.
I also have a history the past 2 years of unexplained hematuria. I
have had some test recently and went to my doctor today for the
results and a complete physical. "things" were found. I need further
testing and have appts with specialist all lined up. I won't know any
more until after I see the specialist, (next week) they each order yet
more tests and biopsies. It will be a long waiting "game" I am thinking.

OK, some weight lifted from chest... thanks in advance for letting
me share Now, I must get to bed... Lynn has his Doctor
appt tomorrow and I need my strength for that! Hugs for all