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Old 09-18-2008, 09:34 PM
Bdix Bdix is offline
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We did not talk about the fear. I'm tired of talking about to these people. They haven't helped much yet -- and it has been a look freaking time that I have been in treatment.
When I went in to get the klonopin refill prescription I mentioned how terrified I was to be alone at night (when hubby was out of town and the kids slept at their grandmas for the night) and he actually had the nerve to look me dead in the face and say "just tell yourself you are going to go to sleep and do it."

I wanted to slap him.

He knows fully well I have never been able to sleep - even as a YOUNG child. And he also knows that I experience irriational fear when I am completely alone in a house and come close to panic..... ALSO for as long as I can remember.

I just smiled at him and told him "the next time I have diarreha I'll just tell myself I don't and skip the pepto too....."

Just do it.......

Doctors irritate me sometimes.

P.S. if i take any more than .5 of the klonipin I wake up feeling like i got hit full force by a mactruck.
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