We had it out yesterday good and proper. I told him he had no right to not let me talk about what I wanted to. I tried to explain that I am trying but it's been a lot harder than I thought. He was very upset that I left and I told him how would you feel? He said I have to try harder to accept it and if I am not willing to work with him that he can't help me. He also said I shouldn't have been taking steriods without consulting him. Is that my problem? I think my primary should have checked. I just do what they say. So I hung up.

I just went to pick up my Abilify and Effexor at the pharmacy and there's nothing there. The pharmacist said he never called it in. Now I'm out of everything. I'll keep calling and calling until I find out what he's doing.