Hello again Earth Angel
even tho I have posted to you on the Community Feedback forum I just wanted to leave you another (((hug))) and say how deeply I feel for what you are going through.
Please dont blame yourself. I am hoping some of our SOS members will stop by here too, and please do also consider posting on that board
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum29.html
my prayers are lifted for you.
with deepest sympathy
Cheri