Hey earthangel~ I posted on your other thread, but I do hope you follow the bread crumbs and come over to this forum for more support. As I said in my other post to you, please don't blame yourself. You were a wonderful daughter and in no way are you to blame for losing your Mother.

As I posted earlier, I lost my dear Mother last year to a devastating illness that took her away from us too soon. I turned around and she was gone. I tried to find things I should have seen, done, etc.... but it wasn't my fault and it isn't your fault either.

We both just have to remember how much our Mom's loved us.

Please know that you are among alot of friends here.