I suppose the only thing that keeps us going is hope and the thought that maybe there is light at the end of the tunnel, though the tunnel is very long!!

I say that laughter is great medicine and I say this to people as when they ask how do you keep cheerful, I then respond well it's better than crying.

I try to keep upbeat and laugh for the sake of family and friends if no other reason. I do cry and very easy for me to get down but I know that it won't help me just make family more worried and also upset small person. I do have a moan with a really good friend and also all my friends here, and I am thankful for the kidness shown.

So I feel for all of you in pain now, I am with you. I don't know how and where to get comfortable and wish I could take my neck and arms off and have a break for a while.

We all need a hug from time to time so here is a BIG HUG from me to you.

Take care
Hx