unfortunately her meds dont have generics

i did some math work if we can get over inital hump of no funds and spread the orders out between a 3 month period we might be able to do it down the road its just he initial cost is gonna hurt, so am thinking of staggering the orders so every month we pay x amount, i have no idea what else to do.
and eveyone i am sorry to rant it just so ticked me off this morn, not a happy way to start the day