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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Milwaukee WI
Posts: 245
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Member
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Milwaukee WI
Posts: 245
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Warm yet gentle hugs to you ~! Sorry you are going through such a crappy time of it~!
Ok its a good thing the SSDI was approved even if your MD had to use that strong language.. its the way to get it done. The states LOVES loopholes.. in fact has contracts with MDs to find them. So your MD just closed them up for YOU to get your due. AFter all you worked and worked and put $$ into SS to get this. This is YOUR well earned money.
So why you are forced now to slow down..going against your ethical work nature.. I just wonder what it is you are to learn or to accomplish from this stinky place you find yourself in....
The reason I say that is because there was a time I was disabled and no doc would touch me anymore.. I was written off. I was left to languar in my bed... unable to work.. a single mom, unemployed..unable to care for my 2 school age children and one preschooler.
OH believe me..I had MAJOR pity parties.. which are ok.. helps to get the nasty emotions out. BUT.. then I refused to accept it was permanent either. I prayed and prayed..I closed my eyes and put my finger on a doctos name in the yellow pages.... and he worked a miracle ...my "condition" was corrected.. painfully over many many months and years.
I no longer have this spine problem.. not entirely anyway. I CAN walk now.. and with my lesions and neuro issues..I found another guru.. my beloved nutritionist whose specialized work corrected so many imbalances and detoxed my wrecked up brain.
I do have my balance back.. my fatigue which put me in bed all the time.. is GONE!!! I found alternative ways to get my brain healthy.. and then the rest of my body followed.. slowly.
I still struggle a bit.. but I am now able to work !!
We really dont know the road ahead.. as things COULD and DO change for us. Here's a change to let others care for YOU.. have your FAITH hold you up a bit.. until.. your miracle finds you !!!
Hence my signature.. and I am walking proof that miracles DO happen!!
Remember.. you are NOT ALONE.. we're here for you for the crappy times..and will celebrate you and your life!!
Jan
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