Hello and Welcome to Neuro Talk Sara, yes the first year can get a bit mind boggling, and the adjustments can add to the weight of MS.

You have come a wonderful site for support answers ideas and questions, feel free to jump in any where and post talk chat. here is a link to the MS forum,

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum17.html

you will find many wonderful and kind hearted people here, you have come a to a great place, to help with all those thoughts, again welcome to NT