Time does ease the pain.....never takes it away but it does ease the sharpness of it. Memories are funny....sometimes they can make you smile and in the next breath reduce you to tears. I know what you're going through....and it's only been two years so give yourself ample time to grieve and don't ever feel like you have to justify your feelings. It's been seven years for me and there are days when it feels like yesterday. But they are getting fewer....so yes, time does help.