I wonder if Kimmy know that even though we’ve never met I’m so sorry she is going through so much.

I wonder if Doody knows I’m so sorry about her loss.

I wonder when the shaking and nausea will go away.

I wonder if my dad knows that I’ve inherited his stubbornness and would rather go through withdraws then go back to this pdoc.

I wonder if my dad knows that, even though I talk about my mom more, I miss him terribly too.

I wonder if my dad knows that Sunday will be one year you left me and not a day goes by without me wondering why God chose this time to take you home. Way, way too soon dad.

I wonder if I will ever accept that this is my life.