My gosh Cali, I really hope you get an attentive doctor that will pull you out of work and get you some threapy and relief!!! Are you in California by any chance? We have lots of members that are, so if you need recommendations, chances are we might be able to help I understand your frustration and really hope you can find support here on the TOS forum. Jo is right, please look around here for useful information. You're not alone. The help and support here is so wonderful. Take care!!