wow.. just wow man.. that is a lot to deal with all at once.. but as you already know he never said life would be easy... props for you to be able to come here and vent.. sucks when it seems like your whole world just exploded.. i cant relate to everything you are going though but please feel free to PM me if you just want to chat with someone else who's life has been shook up a lot.. or just want someone to vent 2... i got a lot of time on my hands and love yapping with ppl.. ill keep you in my prayers bro.