Earl for the pets, I shall still say sorry, as for the life issues just have faith God has this all set up for you, perhaps these nasty steps are needed to reach something better and something that shall make you happier, praying and wishing that new door does open right quick

I went through a very horrid period too yrs ago, and came to the conclusion after many shouts why me what did i do, I realized those days were needed so today, tomorrow could happen, and I could be happy

peace