Okay, I've passed the feeling sorry for myself moment. Thank God, I hate it when I get like that. I go in Saturday night for the next part of my sleep study to use the cpap machine. I'm nervous, but ready to just get on with it.

I couldn't sleep last night. Everytime I was just about to fall asleep, I would have a panic attack and I was wide awake again. I think it freaked me out, knowing for sure that I stop breathing (according to my test results) 23 times per hour! I may have to take something to help me get to sleep tonight.