im hesitant to contact school counceling because i have a pdoc and they dont allow couneling for ppl with councelors already but i have a pdoc not a tdoc and i need a todc..i dunno. i went and saw my pdoc this morning because my diazapam was running low and i hadnt been for a while.

mike and i are back together and hes been REALLY helpful with everythng, hes really taken a huge step im proud of him.

if only i could be proud of myself...