Oh you make a difference Mistiis..(I almost slipped and called you by your old name..*grin) I "know" your story...well, as much as any of us can know someone elses "story" and here you are...reaching out to give back to the world when an awful lot of us were afraid you had "succeeded".
Giving back is such an amazing thing..Nikki mentioned it too. There is something hopeful, something reassuring about being in the presence of survivors. It shouts out....
you can do this! I survived, so can you!
Your poem really touched me...I felt your pain and lonliness. Thank you for sharing that dear friend.