I just hung up with my doctor and he wants to meet me there.
I am in such a horrible horrible place.
Lord but I am a mess! I can't stop sobbing.. wth!! I love my family,
I love Lynn.. but I want this frigging pain to STOP!!
My sister will be coming home on Saturday I have to try to pull myself together!
what my Dad did to me. Intentional or
not - it bloody well hurts! Worse than anything I can imagine.
That bug in a cup...that is me right now. I wont be on for a bit.. but DO know I will be ok. I know I am not ok now- but I am reaching out, and admitting it is more than I can take. I trust my doctor. Thank you all for
being here, you have been a source of strength for me... and you just
mean so much to me