It sounds like you hit the wall, hope you are feeling better and glad you are keeping in touch. I often wonder what I would be like without the meds, of course I know I would crash. I too was dealing with depression before dxs. It sounds as though you are getting some new treatments, perhaps this is what you need at this time. Be sure to pass it on, we can use all the help we can get. We are still here taking one day at a time. If you start feeling blue just send us a post and we will try to cheer you up.