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Originally Posted by Evonne
Steve,
As I read what you wrote the tears began streaming down my face. You have been through a lot and your story is very inspiring. Thank you for sharing your story with me and for understanding right where I am at this very moment in time. I have also found this forum to be a great source of support and I truly value that. If you were to ask my hubby he would say that I am addicted to the internet...and probably blame the Mirapex!!! I have been turning to you guys more than I have been turning to him...but you guys understand EXACTLY what it is like because you have been where I am. Don't get me wrong, my hubby is a GEM and I let him know it. I share my feelings with him as well, but he just wants to fix this...and he can't. I just need him to learn to listen, and not try to fix this. I need him to try and understand the sense of urgency about life that I feel. Our 15th Anniversary is on October 9th. We have weathered some storms together and we are sure to weather some more. I am grateful to have him along side as I travel down this road in my life.
I applaud your sobriety, that takes a lot of courage. Many people lack the courage and strength to do what you have done. You are a strong man!
I hope that you and Harley have a wonderful time together. Enjoy the conference!
Love,
Evonne
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you dont live too far, you should try to make it to the conference... here's something for you and your hubby..
My Needs
My days are full of uncertainty and tribulation.
As my companion,
your desire to make life easier for me
is a pillow for my aching body
and a lift to my spirit.
The tireless chivlary you carry
shows wear neath your brow.
Our lives can no longer guess
which course is necessary to take.
When reality calls for the truth,
you look to me and ask
what my needs are.
There is no guideline
informing me of what lies ahead.
The questions you ask echo through my mind
and bounce off walls of perception.
My independancy is a test of my faith.
This is a game I am forced to play.
The rules change continuously,
and are often misleading.
Do not try so hard to understand.
Knowing what the answer is
doesn’t matter
and wont change a thing.
Today
Hold my hand and look into my eyes.
Enjoy the good moments
I ask for nothing more.
God will provide.
He knows my needs.
©Laura J Dean
ps/// yep.. the captain and i are "hooking" up.. pardon the pun