Aweeeeeee thank you all so much. I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes but it's tears of happiness. I'm not having much of a birthday but it's my fault. I have to get my head back on straight again and do "something". My co-workers brought in cupcakes and I couldn't even eat them and ended up only working 3 hours. I came home and hid under the covers because I feel safe there.

I know I need help getting through this and I've relented. I have to find another pdoc because I'm not going back to the one I had. I'm nauseous and shakey and I know I'm going through withdraw from the Effexor. It's my fault though.

Thank you all again so much. It's really warmed my heart. I'm doing my best to make things right or at least get back on track.