I wonder if we can tell Alpho and hubby thanks so very much for the reference. *bigsmile

I wonder if I can sincerely apologize for not being around. Have been in a bad place, will probably be there for awhile, but will be OK.

I wonder if I can say that I feel awful for not being supportive as of late to my friends...*bigsigh...

I wonder if I can say how amazingly special you guys have been to me...and da wife...

I wonder if I can go back into hiding for the time being and fight this monster, but please know that you all are in my thoughts and prayers and that I do sincerely care...and that I may not be pushing the thanks buttons or replying to messages or emails, that I AM with you in spirit, and that I WILL beat this thing and that I WILL get back to you, dear friends...because I need you...

((((((hugs for you awesome folks))))))))