Hello and Welcome to Neurotalk - you will meet many great people here!
I'm sorry to hear about everything that you are going through

. I really hope you are able to get some answers real soon.
If you need anything, please don't hesitate to ask - I am more than happy to help you in anyway I possibly can!
It's up to you if you want to use an Avatar really, many of the members have them and find them quite cool and a great way to get to know people!
Take care of yourself and I look forward to seeing you around the forum soon!!
Alison