Thanks all for acknowlaging me and my entrance to a comunity of fellow why me'ers. Well i know all of us have thought that at one time or thousands. Here we i can talk to a bunch of friends that actually and truely understand why i have the handicaps that i do. You know exactly, EXACTLY what i am saying. Let me tell you about myself but i don't know if in the threads is where i'm suppose to do that. Maybe all could give me advice.