Thank you Barb for making me realize the kind loving person that I really am. I do feel better tonight. I went to youth group and I prayed and I had the paster pray with me. I also had like four friends praying with me. I also had two other pasters pray with me. It was just really moving for me. I have rededicated my life to the lord and I feel so awesome right now. I know that things are really going to be ok. I sometimes forget to just pray and ask the lord for forgiviness. Tonight I prayed for that and I feel better. Thank you for your kind words and for helping me. *hugs*