When I read this I had to stop and think...did I write some of this myself? I'm not sure what is going on...if it's the change of seasons...something in the air...or what it is, but I've been in a funk also. Nothing I do (or try to do) seems good enough in my own mind...I think back to a year and a half ago when I graduated college, got married and moved all in 4 days...I remember the energy and excitment...being able to see without glasses...walking without help or falling to one side. I remember how I could go anywhere, do anything alone and feel confident in doing so. I was strong, both physically and mentally...I could be involved in conversations with anyone and actually understand things...now I can't remember simple things and appear to be so stupid at times.

I also understand that things could be far worse and that I am still very lucky. I have a wonderful husband and a great, supportive family (even though they are over 600 miles away!) But sometimes I find myself getting so mad and asking why me...maybe it's all part of the process, I don't know.

I didn't mean to hijack your post...but I want you to know that you aren't alone and this is a great place to come to vent, ask questions, or just chat. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have all the wonderful people here. Feel free to send me a PM anytime if you want to talk.


Susan