BJ,

I am so glad others have the wise words to say to you..

I have been trying to find the right words and I still can't...

but wanted to send you some ((((HUGS))))

perhaps you might be too numb to feel them now or don't want them...

please save it in your reserve bank and take them out whenever you need it....

I do want to say this...I think we have every right to anger...

and we need to express it and let it out, otherwise, we'd explode...

the trick will come to how to not to let our anger take us down with it and destroy us in the process...

that's the part that I have no insight toward...but for me, it's about posting and venting and letting it out...

perhaps for you to keep on posting about your anger...it would help you...

hope so...