I'm so sorry to hear this. Such a tragic event,being hit by two vehicles,after going through such a hard,and painful life. It doesn't make sense. It never does. Time. Family problems. More time,and suffering. More time. He may be up there in a better place where there is no suffering,and no pain. He may be listening to another kind of music,and who he is may be at total peace,and loved. Brokenfriend