(((DMack))) I think you and I had a similar conversation sometime back....you drink to self medicate??? If I remember that correctly...and I wonder if Not drinking is causing you much stress. Are you taking any medications to help stabilize your "mood".

Marriage is such an interesting tho unnatural state of being in my humble opinion. (been doing that for 50 plus years so now it's become a habit..*grin)

How does she feel about yellow roses?