Thanks everyone for the b'day wishes but I'm glad it's over. There's always so much expectations and poof it's gone. Even more so because I always did something special with my mom and this was the first one without her.

Yes Doody I did stop cold turkey and I'm regretting it now. I can't eat anything and I'm shaking like a drug addict. My boss took one look at me and said to go home and get some sleep but I can't. I've gone into a hole and I'm not liking myself right now and I'm afraid to be around people. I'm going to give this a few more hours and if I don't feel better I'm going to call my primary again and she if she can help me with this. I thought I could do it on my own but I can't.

And thanks Alffe for bumping up the other thread. I'll be fine. I just have to get things sorted out inside, if that's possible anymore.