I wonder if bizi can get her doctor on the phone in the morning. I also wonder if bizi remembers she is not to pick up her patients. You may lift their hearts, not them.... (I had sciatica after having Wes. Took a year to heal. See your doc asap!)

I also wonder how wonderful bizi is and thoughtful and kind and mindful and precious. I wonder if I will ever know any one else like her in the world.

I wonder why I am so mean to myself.

I wonder if every single one of you know how much I love you and care for you.