He is full of mercy for the struggling. I am glad you did not discount your dream. I am also happy that you posted it. I, too, have had some very personal experiences, in dreams, and otherwise. When I have been the most down, and the most likely to give up, He was there comforting me in ways I would not have thought possible. Yes, BF, He becomes very real, and does open up our understanding. I also know that He makes it possible for us to forgive, or reconcile, (I like that word too BJ) things in our life, so that we can heal, and be comforted. Hang in there. It is a long road, but can be one worth traveling.