vent away! we all have to let it out in someway at times.....sometimes often. I can only speak for myself but i feel angry still about the whole thing . Its not always at the forefront but its still always there waiting. I understand about the retirement and what should be a rewarding time in our lives and not what we planned for at all. Most of us grieve for our former selves at some level.

I dont know much about neurontin but the whole pharmaceutical industry and the way it operates and the doctors on their payrolls or who are funded for research and how they do the trials for their own drugs is unethical at best and in my opinion many times criminal. Another example is the american academy of pediatrics pushing for more and more mandatory innoculations for children with the state legislatures. Of course they have a vested financial interest in mandatory innoculations but their recomendations are weighted by lawmakers as coming from an objective medical organization with only the interests of children as their agenda. In some states the parents are being threatened with jail or losing their children if they object to the mandatory innoculations on other than religious grounds.