Dear Cheri~ When I read your post about everything that is happening in your life, I immediately thought of "Footprints in the Sand".
HE is w/you and your DH. I am keeping you both in my prayers and hope that things turn around for you. May your DH find good results w/his new health care team.
You have always been here for everyone and now is the time for all of us to do a little knee mail for you. Take care and keep us posted.