I'm so sorry that the new treatment is causing unpleasant complications. Don't go through it alone.

All of these things take time,and it's good to talk to us who love you. I know that this is bound to be scary,but we are here for you.

None of this is your fault. You need lots of encouragement which you are probably not getting. Let us encourage,and hang in there with you.

I'm so concerned about the level of pain that you are going through,and the amount of time that you have been going through it,and the loneliness that you feel. I truly mean it. BF