I wonder if Nikko knows I'm so sorry things didn't turn out the way she had hoped.

I wonder if Nikko knows I'm so sorry she's feeling so sick.

I wonder if Hamster knows I know how how hard it is to open up.

I wonder if Mrs. Bear knows that I'm glad she's feeling a little bit better.

I wonder if Nuttybuddy knows that no I don't know her(?) but I'm so sorry she has such a rotten cold and that smoking is no good when you have a cold.

I wonder if Bizi is okay and feeling better today.

I wonder if Alffe knows that no she isn't pestering me.

I wonder if Alffe knows that was so sweet of an offer about Thanksgiving.

I wonder if I'm trying to hard.

I wonder if I should just stop trying.

I wonder if I should just let the tears flow and get it out of me.

I wonder if the Effexor will be ready for me tomorrow to pick up.

I wonder if I'll even get through tomorrow. I miss you dad.