I wonder at how even when I come here in a dark mood, ((BMW)) and her
beautiful, heartfelt wonders can lift me up. Much love Angel friend of mine

I wonder if I can thank her too for sharing Twinks post Keeping you and
your family in my thoughts and prayers ((Twink))

I wonder if Alffe has any pictures to share of her trip? I wonder if I can
thank her for her postcard

I wonder if it is the time of year that has so many people I know down.

I know I for one, can't begin to imagine surviving this holiday season.
I wish I could skip over the whole thing! I need a fast forward button!

I wonder if I can tell you they called off the annual family reunion. Seems
I wasn't the only one whose heart wasn't in it this year.

I wonder that I haven't been able to go to my families bi weekly get togethers
for the past couple of month. Too depressed. I went yesterday. Was glad I went,
but there is always that empty chair.

I wonder when the significance of the empty chairs will lessen?

I wonder how relieved I was when my brother asked how I was doing...
that my sister answered first, saying she is a mess. She still cries every
day. I was truthful with all of them, and proceeded to fall apart.
It was a good thing though, as it seems we are ALL falling apart
in our own ways....and perhaps we can all do it together

I wonder how proud Dad would be of his children, holding onto each other...
giving each other strength to make it another day. I wonder why he didn't
know we would do that for him? I wonder why he didn't let me help him?

I wonder how relieved I was when my oldest brother read my mind and said...
if we have our Christmas party, you wont come will you? I was so grateful
that everyone understood. We decided to have our big get together after
Christmas, on New Years Eve. Huge sigh of relief!

I wonder if I can go for now. Must feed Lynn his lunch! Much love to all of
you my SOS family. For those of us in dark places, perhaps we can
do as my family is doing? Hold onto each other tightly, lift each other up
and give the extra strength needed to make it another day.

Giant hugs for the room