By the way, the kitchen cabinets were painted black when we moved in and it was really depressing. But now they are white. Then the bathroom was a danky sort of dark green, not pretty at all, so painted the top part sky blue, and the bottom part (wainscoat) white. During my bath I felt like I was in a cloud in the sky and lmao!!!! It needs decorating to soften it up a bit.
BUT, as predicted Im already used to the 3 trazedones Im taking on top of the remeron and the klonopin and I really hate to go up to 4 because then that's it. Four 150 mg of trazedone is the highest limit my dr will prescribe. I'm going to try one more night and see what happens. Right now I fall asleep just fine, but then Im waking up anywhere from three to six times a night. At least Im not waking in a panic, Im just waking up. And somehow Im managing to fall back to sleep, but in the morning, Im friggin drained, its like I have not slept at all. Last time this happened, this past summer, was when my dr started trying other things and I started having seizures on one of them, so Im some what apprehensive about starting all of that again. I would give anything to be able to sleep just one friggin night without waking. And she said Lunesta is out of the question because I have ptsd, which could cause night terrors. OH YEAH!!! Can we possibly get any better than that??? I have tried herbal remedies, teas and such, but they have no effect. So I guess I will wait and see what happens tonight.