I was watching some youtube videos on Bipolar disorder and it has made things more clear for me to understand my mania episodes and so on so forth. I have always thought my behavior was normal. But apparently it is not normal for a person to talk to loud like me. And that is probably why people do not like being my friend a lot in high school or when I was younger and college too. I have worked hard on not yelling or talking so loud.

Well this lady was talking about ECT Electroconvulsive Therapy. She had 7 of those and is feeling better and still has to get it done because she is suicidal. I do not know about you guys but that scares me so much! Not that it will happen to me but I really DO NOT WANT THAT HAPPENING TO ME IT IS SO SCARY! I am afraid of that treatment. It looks so abusive to me and immoral.
What do you guys think of that.

Sharla