It's good that the seeing or hearing things have passed. Was that before you were on medication for Bipolar?

I need to go back to church, I need to have more faith.

Anyway, as far as the Electric Shock Therapy, I too would think it would be a last resort. I am really afraid of it, I think it was used much more years ago when some of the medications that we have now, we didn't years ago.

What medications did the p-doc change you to? It takes time for the Dr's and your reactions to meds, to get the right cocktail of meds, so hang in there. Tell your p-doc EVERYTHING.

I am BP II so I am more the depressive side. Although, I have had mania and other things before my diagnosis and medication. I still get loud too.

Keep the faith, it seems to help so many people feel good. Keep posting and let it all out, we are here to listen, support you, and give our experiences with many things we all have been through.

Take care.............thinking and praying for you. You will get through this.

Hugs, NIkko