Oh honey!
The first year is the toughest. Bob will always be with you in your heart; always. It gets a little better as the years go by. It's still not great for me and it will be 22 years.
Just do the best you can, and it's ok to miss Bob. You had 47 years with him so of course you will sweetie, and it's ok. Take it one day at a time. Just remember we are all here for you when you need us! Take care of YOU!
Huge hugs,
LS