Really. I seem to be losing my short-term memory. It's scaring me, badly. I have a neuro appt this Thursday, and I want to find out what's wrong, but I'm scared of what it might be. Hopefully, it won't be anything serious and he'll be able to pinpoint what's causing this incredibly bad memory problem and give me a quick fix. I would welcome a course of IV steroids, and I hate IV steroids.
I'm also having bad muscle spasms. I'm on Baclofen, but maybe it quit working.
I'm not sleeping much. The insomnia hit the second week of October. However, I was having the cog problems before then.
I wanted to cry

on your shoulders a little bit. Thanks for listening to me.