((Alffe)) Thank you for reaching out. It means more to me than you
could ever know I think I will even be able to get a bit of sleep
now. I will look into going to the SOS support group again. I know they
only meet once a month and it is a long drive.. but if it will help I will
give it a try. Or at least try to give it a try

I agree with you about the medications too. I am on 2 already. I also take a
sleeping pill, that doesn't work when my mindgets to racing like this. The
therapist wanted to add yet more medication into the mix, it just seemed
wrong to me. I do know the healing can't begin if the pain is covered by the
meds. The dose I am on now, doesn't mask the pain, but does allow me to
survive it.

You give me hope.