Thanks.....got to laugh and try and stay positive, keeps the sadness away and no sense in getting bitchy, although I do...... I think pain causes depression, viscious circle.

It isn't like I haven't been though c-spine and lumbar surgery before, so I kind of know the ropes, so to speak. Just making the decisions for me is hard.

Oh, good we can have a wine and cheese party later, ok.....

everyone's invited.......................Nikko