and lets not even talk about how no matter what I do for a job I'm never going to be able to afford a place of my own, or a new car that i feel SAFE in or any of that. Everything is so dizzying..

I need school to make money,but I need to work alot now to make money, but I need to go to school to keep my insurance, but I have to work to pay copays and gas and clothing and just typing this is making me overwhelmed and dizzy