Summer,
I cannot state strongly enough how important it is to stay away from the negative results of stress. It will totally consume you if you let it, and that only makes your pain and suffering worse.
We are all here for each other, and certainly understand. Don't worry about venting, we know all too well where you are coming from. We all feel like we are at the end of the rope from time to time, but we pick each other up and keep on going.
All for one, and one for all.
Take care of yourself!
EJ