i am having one of my mood swings. I am EXTREMLY mad, like VERY VERY mad, not at anythign specifically just really very very angry and I feel like everyone doesn't care.

I DONT UNDERSTAND. WHY DO GOOD THINGS HAPPEN TO TERRIBLE PEOPLE AND THE PEOPLE WHO DESERVE HELP AND A BREAK GET NOTHING?!

and im not trying to be like HEY I DESERVE EVERYTHING but seriously....i cant even get any effing help!? I'M 18 AND I HAVE ISSUES, THEY'RE NOT PHYSICAL ISSUES BUT THEY HINDER MY EXISTANCE DOES NYONE CARE?!

apparently not, and no one wants to help.



I need to save up some money and get a plane ticket and just move to England or something. I don't care just somewhere where no one nos me and they're more helpful. Australia seems nice, I could totally see myself moving there.

this is all to much and im starting to get so fed up that im trying to think of every alternative other than suicide and my list is very short.



everything effects everything else, its like each problem i have is a 10 gallon bucket. when i try to deal with one, i get a bucket poured on me in the hole im in, and each bucket is connected so one bucket pukks another bucket down, till now when its getting to the point im going to drown and im going to be done. gone.

please. please. someone just help me. Somehow. i cant do ANYTHING anymore.